A story

2009-07-22T06:29:00.001-07:00

ok, here i am, start to blog again...
as i was randomly surfing the net, something caught my eye...

It was a blog about a little girl who is diagnosed with neuroblastoma. She is currently in the 4th stage and fighting hard.

some people may know, she is little charmaine..

To know more about Charmaine and family, can go to http://ourfeistyprincess.com/

if u want to help in anyway just go to the website.:)

may god bless her:)

2009-02-28T07:07:00.000-08:00

after today, came to reaLISE one thing.
YES, i have changed.
no longer the one that was so bubbly and happy-g0-lucky,
no longer the one that do nt care abt what happening around her,
no longer the one that thinks that the world is so perfect,
no longer the one that thinks that the world cannot do without her,
no longer the one that do not have problem...

too much things, too much...
changed for the better..
less ignorant
but more tiring..

perhaps i just need some more time, a little more..

2009-02-21T07:36:00.000-08:00

guilty, guilty, guilty...
tat's what i am feeling right now..
i MUST/NEED to remove this away from me always..

2009-02-20T07:06:00.000-08:00

Exhausted... both mentally n physically..
have been sick for the past 5 days..on and off, haiis..tat kind of feeling sucks ya..
its been a long tym since i look out of bedroom window counting stars, and when i wanted to just now, there are no STARS toDAYY...omfg..i muz be damn unlucky..

owell, understandable, too busy and suay..
busy since the start of this month or perhaps this yr..
preparing for hmk for the following day, sick but still haf to go to sch, rushing home after make up lectures at 7 to teach tuition.. and the list goes on and on....

i noe tat i am ranting and nagging again...
but i noe tat if i continue to be lyk tat, this is no longer me, the one tat i used to noe..
i should stop listening to u and be wad i really am...
no longer controlling u, anymore..
it is a promise to myself....

RANTS and crappy stuff again...
zzz

2009-01-13T01:59:00.000-08:00

i'm back again-_-.... from the loonggggg hol's, afk.

owell! btw, hols began really busy with working but all the ppl there can be fun or ermm..ya

anyways, been there for 3 weeks, fun and most imptly, learnt alot of things there.. made quite a few frens, usual gossips with them n blah blah blah.

pics first ya:)shows all of my hol's! n i am back to sch

2008-11-24T08:24:00.001-08:00

this is wad happen these days:)

1) chalet..@ pasir ris

the usual thing of havin bbq...

but i din cook at all this tym:)

as for the leftovers, it was finished quickly through the zhong ji mi ma game..

nght walk... or perhaps scaring game...-_-

slacking tym n playing of Wii..

2) BAke cupcakes, but sorta failed for the deco part:(

3) bought the sweets frm Sticky:)

find it quite nice n cute ya.. but dun buy the cherrie de..

taste lyk medicine:(

still it's nice ok.. haha

tats all ya, quite a longgg post..

since it's been a long tym since i blog:)

2008-11-06T07:40:00.000-08:00

hmm... updating wads happening in overall for tis wk...
summary tym..!

END of op exam..!:)

IJ064

us n the model..

Well, the next day, went to orchard taka for job application with iris, elicia, zp, char...apparantly failed but char, cla n zp gt it anyway..
den headed to raffles city n took this...
look carefully to c whose tat.. haha

Proudly taken by me n char...
muahaha..:)

As for today! went to cwp with pris, iris n cla..
ate lunch tgr n den met up with zp to watch 007, quantum of solace..

Its always nice to me... no matter wad:) haha...

tats all... gonna help sx do some stuff le:)

2008-11-01T00:17:00.000-07:00

here i am again..
well yesterday was a loong day...

Went to sch in da morning for pw and having a lil' trouble with getting a classroom.
but still, there's a classroom to practise with,thanks to my chi teacher...

Then i left sch at 1.30,
and meeting the others at 2.15 at woodlands...
Wad a rush ya, where i need to go home,
get changed and eat my lunch..

went toa payoh hdb hub to look for jobs.there were 4 job offers in total.
N guess wad, 10 ppl (elicia, me, zp, char, ly, siti, pak leng,aisyah(jr) n 2 of her fren) went, 4 applied..
the other 6 went home without anythin.great ya..
den some head home while me, zp, eli n char went to eat
Do da usual stuff of chatting.
WAS walking abt for the whole day n my leg aches ok.
nxt tym we sit down n chat la...
seriously-_-

TATS all! :)

2008-10-30T06:23:00.000-07:00

HEYhey....a longgg tym since i have updated my blog ya...
been really busy these days with both pw n CHI....

N... CHINESE is finally so OVER!!!
but the paper is hard ok... so dead...
but still , gonna hack care first n relac...

tmr still need to go sch:( so ya... for pw....PLUS...
i watch high sch musical 3 le...
COOL man.... its much more grand than usual...
furthermore, more songs and effects....
yeah... Disney, u rock...
hahas...

2008-10-07T06:44:00.000-07:00

well,well, it's been a LONG tym since i updated my blog...
too much things have happened and past these days tat have really affected me.
but still too much of it.... i would rather left it unsaid...

it was until today, where i finally said 3/4 of the story to her...
i tot i could hold it, but now i noe...
i can't....

OK, change topic..:)

MY MID COURSE IS SO FINALLY OVER.!!
i have waited so long for this day to come...
membership? i would rather throw it away if i am given one....
wasting a yr? i would rather waste 2..

today was my geog paper, n i din finish it ok...
omg...
after tat went out with pris, cla n Sx...
watch HOuse bunny.... not bad ar...
n then, THE USUAL stuffs again....

tats all.... upload pics?
i will reconsider tat:)...

gtg now!

2008-09-12T05:29:00.000-07:00

okk, everything happened just so fast..
its all over yea? Dun bother abt it anymore...
tats wad i told myself, but yet, images are still running all abt in my mind...
Wads gone may be gone, but not memories...
it's in the mind....

well, exams are really coming real soon.....
but i am nt READY for IT YET>.<
HElp!!! if there is really someone called guardian angel, just freakingly come out and help me man...

FINDing MY inertia everywhere....-_-

2008-09-05T08:39:00.000-07:00

time to upload all my overdue photos...

hahas...

Ms zuraidah's wedding:)

4E1 :)

:):):)

T-shirt for teacher's day

TEacher's day celebration @ADSS

back to the old round table:)

e teachers n 4E1

ON e way TO orchard -_-

At e gym's toilet?? omg

TAts' all ya....
shall blog again nxt tym":)

2008-09-02T06:50:00.000-07:00

hmm... i open my blog again... hahas...
too much things have happened this month...
but still, we went to sec sch on teacher's day:)
quite fun seeing a lot of people...
the feelin is lyk i am bac:)
then, went to eat kfc at usual place and chatted...
lol...

yesterday went shoPping!!
with pris, zhiping, sx n Char wee:)
weird combination but ya...
i found show's shop le... hehe... at far east 2nd floor... so cool man...
eating n walking about takes half of our day n we saw ms ang lor.. lol

today is lyk nothing much...
gt geog lecture...initially wanted to do pw after that.. but gt a terrible stomachache...
went home immediately and slept for a while...
then went gym after feeling much better with zhi ping, pris n sx...
took pics again... lol:)
shall upload all the pics tmr:)
tat's all folks!

2008-08-06T05:32:00.000-07:00

i am really tired... of all your nonsense , the childish acts that you do....
perhaps, i need to remind you, we are all grown up right? so pls ar....
btw, perhaps to you, moving on is your decision...
so if u decide to do this, i will not force you...

but still, all the complains and grumblings shld stop then ar..
no matter wad, i will keep cool and treat you lyk anyone else de...

if U* think this is written to you, u might be wrg...
thinkK Carefully... COS THEres one person who might misunderstood this...

OK, change topic... On SAt, we went batam:)
and and, its really fun ar.... painting the walls, playing with the kids (although one of the boy said that i am a weirdo-_-)
the kids there are kinda shy and conservative, so i think that every of our actions makes a big difference... no matter wad, we are in BAtam Ya... Although there is a communication problem, i think that if we try hard enough, it will never be a prob... cos it all speaks in da heart ya:)

to end it all, here r e photos...:)

TAts All then...
gotta do my EOm-_-...
BYEESSS...

2008-07-19T09:36:00.000-07:00

hmm, foolishness is within everyone...
is juz whether when n who u show it to...
tis is wad one of my fren says...
and now, I believe him....

Maybe its because i am blinded by a lot of things around me...
but at least for now, i noe i am not....
NEVER ever again...

Another statement which is always used by me:
BEing kind to others may in turn become Cruel to yourself at e same tym...

i believe it, want to follow it.... i tried...
it cannot be blamed, at that moment, be it being foolish or kind, it's all over...
so finally... and for now, i am sure, that it will never ever concern me anymore...

I am free and i will ensure tat i will be happy...

u noe i will, cos...
when i decide on smth, i will make sure that i will not regret and turn back...

2008-07-14T05:31:00.000-07:00

Another definition of confident: proud
something that i totally dun agree but heard of it recently...
some people view one as a confident person while some say he/she is proud...
so what exactly it is??

ANyway, went to watch movie on fri with zhiping,charlene,qingyi n cla...
wanted to watch wanted(sound weird ar), but once again our plan failed...-_-
perhaps no fate bah....wanted to watch it a few times le... but always cannot make it....
tis few weeks saw quite a few familar faces from my sec sch...
but there's a few whom i cannot RMB at ALL>>>
OMG>.. I think i have A SERIOUS STM>....<

RAHHH..... watever...
muz rmb to eat medicine le... lol...
lamer me-_-

bleh,,, gone with the wind....

2008-07-02T08:25:00.001-07:00

aiyoo.... i have been thinking of changing my blogskin ever since when...
but yet, tym doesn't allow that to happen and i haven't saw one tat really satisfy wad i want..
owell.... today's post will be another short short one......
cos TMR is my CHINESE A'lvl ORAL exam.......
gonna be so dead.... cos my chinese is kinda bad....
rahh.... hope everything goes on smoothly for tmr...

and and and...
ps: nth happen to me ok? just that i have been too busy plus tired ya.... dun think so much:)

gotta go le:)
karen......

life is lyk a broken record, it doesn't stop...

2008-06-18T03:03:00.001-07:00

ok, it's been a long tym since i update my blog....
really busy these days arh...
out with frens, work, sch, gatherings which some i din go-_- , my serial dramas, hmk causes me not to use the com for like 1 week plus?? hahas

it may be good ar, prevent me from being a cyber 'addict' .

oya... gtg le...
tat's all for now:)
short and sweet... -_-

2008-06-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

juz came back from genting yesterday...
it was totally tiring..

partly due to the camp few days back, also, my purpose of going there is to be a babysitter-_-

initially, they told us tat we will be staying at first world hotel which really makes me feel so sian diao.... cos the other tym when i went there, e room was pathetically small...

but to my pleasant suprise, it was..

but still, my mummy told me tat we will be sharing the room with my cousins...

so i painfully let one of the room at the 18 floor vacant for the rest of the two days and squeeze with my 2 cousin in one pathetic single bed... juz becos my mummy and their parents wanted to go to the casino at nite... so, they want me to babysit my cousins lor.... tiring sia...

on the second day, we went to the indoor and outdoor theme park.... playing as usual...and i bought the children ticket ok.... so paiseh larh.... cos they say it does not matter since i look lyk a kid -_- plus, some ppl say i look lyk a primary 6 gal.... so pissed off larh...rahh...

some more random pictures to say it all:)

chocolates for my gals n presents for wanyi's birthday... plus some for my other frens:)

mummy n me:)

TATs ALL folks:)))

2008-05-30T08:08:00.000-07:00

i am backk:)
from the J1 camp @ kota tinggi...

n it's really an experience man!!
lyk totally...

DAy 1
climb up mt. Panti...
its was actually ok although there are some hiccups here and there...
until it was really late at night when we were abt to sleep...
almost the whole division C gt stomachache....
u could lyk see a lot of shit everywhere larh... so omg.. haha...

DaY 2
climb down e mt.
supposed to go to e waterfall but it rains-_-
had confidence nightwalk..
but i din go, cos still sick..:(

DaY 3
INdiana Jones.... nice game..:)
kayaking .... but i gt nose bleed n a cut on my hand...all due to e poor co-ordination of my the other two partners...:(
firefly..:)

Day 4
some games n we r back to SingaPore:)

really miss all e food here lor...
plus i seriously think that this camp gt height discrimination and it is considered a jinx to me...
but... it is a experience which i will never forget, n i am sure:)

Going genting highlands tmr....
tiring lor
hahas... gotta go..:)

2008-05-24T09:01:00.000-07:00

i unlocked my blog again...
with about 10++ entries deleted...

all these things have passed... so, i need to get back to my own little world...

summer test is juz over
i foresee that after the june holidays, the results that i will get back would be some pathetic results..... chances are rather high...

camp is on mon, and i have prepared anything when i am going out tmr...-_-
watever bah.

GSS is here...
and soon everyone will be crazy over it, with all the discounts!!

tats all folks...
horrible tym ahead..

2008-04-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

this is e reason why i wanna lock my blog up.... i wanted to close it down initially... but wait till i have found another way to vent my frustrations n e unhappiness within me..

why must all e ppl took tis for granted..?
everything may look good on the surface, but still it is all fake.... lyk totally....
this is all just for a show, a show to look 'good'.
just showing face does not mean that u care..
n i hate tis attitude of u...
how can u assume that i will settle everything for u?
taking things for granted is lyk totally wrong....

u say i have a bad temper n i agree.
but still, its all becos of u which cause me to be lyk tat....
if u noe how to be zhi dong and dun anyhow assume,
i will never EVER BLOW MY TEMPER!!!!

that part i can guarantee u....

n when i hack care, they will say its my fault...
what is it man....

i have been doing this for years...
and i am not doing to do it for u anymore....ever..
i have tolerate enuff of this nonsense... !

2008-04-01T06:13:00.000-07:00

This is wad i do for the past 3 days

SICK+ tired ---> no energy + no blogging + sleeping...

2008-03-28T08:36:00.001-07:00

well, come to think of it, it's been almost over a month since i am in IJC...
everything goes on as usual, the people and classes, perhaps used to the change in enviroment and the culture there le bah...still not that bad after all:)

went to celebrate Suxin birthday on wed and stayed up late to rush my PI:(
which turn out tat in the next day, i became a panda... only 4 hours of sleep lor...
but din go back sa to celebrate jj's birthday on thurs cos sch ended late...
so sad tat i miss out quite a bit...still, i am certain tat they would have a enjoyable time spent over there...

today was the ROad run.. halfway through, i felt soo hungry cos i din eat lunch earlier on-_-
then went to cca after tat which makes me go home late. but still it's fun:) i muz have a good slp cos the following days will not turn out to be one:) i am positive abt tat ya...

ANDDDD lastly, SOmeone SAid tat I SUck IN my FAshion sense..!! rahh
i noe i am not fashionable or anything along the line... but not to the extent of no sense at all?
Oh my freaking gosh... tat is so sad ok.. perhaps i am really tat bad... should go n reflect a bit liao.
but still, tat can sound insulting.. although it may be true to tat person larh.. zzz

AND TMR OR SUN I shall post pics of my clothes.... u shall c for yrself whether it is really tat worst. :(

tat all folks'
(i left in a huff))

2008-03-21T02:26:00.000-07:00

wellwell, getting online only once in a blue moon liao....

hahas.... these few days think pris kept saying the weird/ wrong stuff... including one which she anyhow blurt it out where my fren tot its true-_-....

so totally nort larh.... she almost haishi wor lor....
still, i noe she did it for fun de la....

so what ever lor... since i know its untrue jiu can le:)

hmks and pw is soon driving me crazy!! rAHh.....
and i began to wonder whether i made the right choice into goiing to jc or even ijc..... lol....
but now, think i shld really focus in my studies or else i will fail my summer test de... lol....

random pics..:)

i cop tis frm my sis. bleh

e gals:)

val's present..:)

my baobei at the vet there...

i still wanna go to tokyo..:)

e blue rose:) my fav still.... i gt liang xin hor

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dumb pic-_-

p.s : regarding e 'he' qns, the ans is empty..... cos he does nort exist anymore to me n in my world..... no longer,..... as still as water...

2008-03-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

hmm.... i was wondering if i want all my post to switch to a chinese typed written one.....
tough job, but it seems fun..... having ppl to read chinese in my blog....
if i really does tat, guess tat i would need a lonng tym to finish typing one post....
need some tym to reconsider about tat ya...

went bugis shoppin after sch juz now....
well, we have a good laugh about each other during e way back home.....

ppl, rmb tat we need to do smth for ms zuraidah's birthday..
and i hope tat the whole class can at least do yr part to be there on tat day....
or else, guess tat i would really be disappointed taT after 2 yrs being in same class, the result is:

NOTHING... -_-...

tmr thn post pictures bah... today tired...
hahas,,:)

2008-03-06T05:16:00.000-08:00

my another obstacle in life...
i know tat it's gonna be hard, but tat's life ryte.....
niid A lot of time to get tat over... n i noe i will.... (positive*)

well, sch life's e same ya... all lectures n tutorials....
thinking about what cca to go..
hmm, tennis? ODAC? New media arts? or even dance?(hahas.... tats one is for joke:P)
nid sometime to think about it.... but e ppl in NMA seems fun n friendly to me though...
AND march holidays ARE COMING!!!
but, i nid to go back to sch for bridging lessons... rahh.....
when i have already learnt it during PAE-_-
juz becos i am nort in IJC for the first intake ar..... owell

NO matter wad,
kbox/shopping/movie/skating/swimmin....
here i come:)

tmr is e last day of term one:)

(( alot of ppl always say wad a small world... but i knew tat it's wrg... stop deceiving yrself...)

2008-03-03T07:00:00.000-08:00

HE said tat, I would say this.
when HE chose to go that way, i will go my own way..
HE tot i was wrg, but i assume tat i am always right.
HE told me to listen, I would ask Him to instead..

whatever HE says or do, i'll juz do e opposite...

affections overwhelmed e ppls.......

(randomly n tired)

2008-02-28T06:09:00.000-08:00

normal routine for today, lectures n some SEAB field testin....
havin bridgin courses was really sian.... becos i need to go to listen to e lecturer repeating what i already know durin PAE....rahh.....since i am not in IJC for e 1 month-_-.... whatever`~

yesterday was cca open house n was ok bah....
however, i have nort seen a cca which i am totally interested in....
still, signed up for ODAC, tennis , new media arts and lastly( not totally by choice) dance!!
lol... but i know tat i wunt be goin there ultimately...:)

SOON-to - be guai kia---> karen koh:)
hahas....

last sun went to vivo thn headed to sentosa with my pae frens... my SA 08S05:)...
din went for e movie cos i have watched le...
went lunchin at vivo n to e supermarket to buy tidbits:)...
tat day was really memorable, watched e video tat EH edited for e whole class...
n left glenn's house with laughters, tears and hugs....

To my beloved 08S05 includin some ppl....
it's been really fun durin e days with u guys.... everyone of you are different which makes our class so special and fun!! we must really meet out more often ok:)

durin my days in IJC, orientations are nort entirely fun but my empire won... hahas....
still, nid to find e joy out of everything ryte?

MY CHOice, my decision and i noe tat i need to live with it.....
its nort whether i am filled with regrets anort.... cos i know tis is nort e tym to.....
and i can't!!

2008-02-21T05:25:00.000-08:00

i am here thinkin abt wad to blog....
but here i am, stucked....
or else it's gonna be one emo post...........

missin SA: 08S05... :(

but still IJC can be fun....((e ppl in SA r cool no matter wad))

2008-02-16T06:50:00.000-08:00

hmm...was at home today cos gt ppl comin my house for visiting...
quite sian earlier on, but ended up playin WII cos my sis took a new game to play....
quite fun, but the rabbits is lame..-_-

let me track e tym back slowly...
yesterday was slacking in school, watchin ppl playing bball, chatting, playing taboo....thn went home..... too tired so din online and for e ever first tym... i selpt at 10.30 on a FRI nite.... omgosh.
muz be due to e sleepless nites a few days back... owell...

ON thurs, it was V'day:) yeah....
gt gifts frm my classmates in both sec sch ppls n jc pepz.....
well, to noe wad happen in sch, go my class blog lor...:)
thn met up with my sec sch frenz after sch for v'day dinner....
so happy that alot of them are able to make it... 17 of them:)
n I receive wad i wanted... BLUE roses:) so cool ya....
so happy lor..... but made wanyi n sx to wait with me ... ps wor:)
thn went to SUN plaza-_- to watch Ah long.... even though it's e 2nd tym watchin, i still find it funny.... i noe... easily amused ryte....

n I reACHED home AT 12.... omg.... my mum called me several tym as i long passed my curfew.... gna scolded lar... of course.... slept at 12.55.... so late....
becoming panda sooner or later de lor.... still, tat day was totally fun...

pics are coming soon. after i gt it ok:)

2008-02-12T06:59:00.000-08:00

ok... i noe i have nort been updatin or postin pics ok.... now lets summarise wat i hav done since last tue, 5/2... :)

(ps. it will be more of pics cos i am really tired now:)

its was my 4 yrs fren birthday.... my LLSH gal ya.... love ya:)

n i wore kim's uniform tat day too.... n its' fun ya....

thn on wed, it was CNY eve!!
n i went to sch ok... suprisingly.... took some photos with my classmates:)

For e rest of week, i was busy visiting....

collectin hongbao ya... but i lost money while gamblin:(

owell...photos took for e few days:)

my cousin, n a little girl frm e dinner:)

mummy n daddy:)

i miss my childhood days ya:)

my 9+ yr old cousin... she taller thn me leh:(

my er-jie.... i told her tat her new hairstyle look cheena... haha

my da-jie, jeffrey( i mean jeffrey kor kor , ok?) n delphi, my baby:)

me n baby:)

tis tym, there's lots of photos.... no more of yr complains le...ok?

tat's all folks!:)

2008-02-04T04:31:00.000-08:00

haven been blogging these days le.... lol... quite busy bah....
COS...CNY and Valentine's day is COMING!!!! yayness....
tis is e tym where the word 'broke' seldom came out from my mouth....:p

well, went shoppin with e gals on SAt n guess wad? i DID NORT buy nething..... first tym ya....
i seriously have limited clothes n I WANT more.....
more shoppin i guess...

i want all my classy peps to have valentine's dinner ok.... pretty pls tat would be here...
tis yr as usual, gifts for everyone...... no bias stuff here:)

N today was super tired cos i did housework!! (sorta))
cos my jc frens came to play wii at mah house n icecream went all over e place.... nort on purpose of cos..... MAy still say tat it's fun to clean up my house..... interesting ya....

Rahh.... too tired to continue le.....
tmr is my dear PRIS b'dae.... !!:)

HAPPY B'DAE in ADVANCE:)..
love ya....(n LLSH)

2008-01-29T04:33:00.000-08:00

well, my decision was finalised.... results? as usual....
if u noe me well enuff, e same old procedure juz repeats itself....

sounds sad ar? but noe tat it's for my ówn good' .... so watever~ used to it anyways.....
today went to try the 966 bus to sch n guess wad??
I am FREAKINGLY late!!! 1st tym ok.... So OMg....
the ride was long n tiring.... but i slept inside e bus....

having lots of complications right now..... and after i sort it out, i am sure tat everything would be still right on track...
and, i wna go visiting yea...... regardless of my LLSH ppepz hse, or jc frens de.....
i WAN2 HAVE FUN..... ON CNY:)

BTW, if u have seen some weird posting on mah friendster or facebook, juz hack care....
cos my acc. was being hacked...-_-

tats all, going to my sotong world le.... n its Advertisement tym!

Are you still pondering wad to buy on valentine's day???
well, fret noot.... cos i am here to help you:)
gifts like flowers to gals are a MUST.... but yet, tat cannt be considered as a present ok?(if u wan2 impressed her)
well, some girls r more practical of wanting exp. gifts lyk bag, wallets, or accessories....
BUT some, they would want a gift tat could be handmade...
it may not be exp. but it's e thoughts tat counts ya.... lyk baked cookies, cake.....

these would have to depend on wad yr gal would lyk ya....

LAST PART!!!!! (e types of roses))
well, red is e safest colour.....
but some gals lyk really special n unique colours lyk blue roses or even black roses ok....
PLS a BIG NO-NO to YEllow roses....
cos it have a meaning of breaking up/ seperation....

wish all e ppl good luck ya... to please their fav. gal....:)
think ppl, valentine's around e corner!!!! (nid to prepare it soon, or it's too late!)

p.s i am juz bored,:/

2008-01-27T03:00:00.000-08:00

yesterday went for my 08S05 class outing....
well, simply to say, BBQ bah....

before BBQ, played bball, tennis, badminton....
quite fun bah.... but e day was really hot man.....
well, i did nort really cook ...
owell, its good to sit there n eat anyway...

some thoughts came into my mind...
well, i think i will really miss my current classmates alot.... tis is e class which is ever so united n we bond really fast, juz 2 wks plus.... of cos, everyone of them, have their own uniqueness which result the class to be ever so lively and united.... even though everyone's leaving, i hope we will still be as close as a class ya.... sure miss you guys de... :) (gettin emo le ar)

i dunno where to go leh.... for my tiertary education....
remain in SA? IJC? MJC? or even poly??
nidd to really think hard liao....

(photos will be up after i gt it ya:)

2008-01-25T09:45:00.000-08:00

i gort my resulttsss......:(

i cried right before i gort my results ok.... n my classmates were really shocked....
well, my results wasn't good.... (to me ya') or perhaps HORRIBLE...
congratz to pris as iris as top student....
LLSH rocks ok.....

some ppl say tat i overreacted.... but i tot otherwise.....
still, i must really thank ALL MY teachers who have guide me, n teach me alot through my secondary sch days..... without them, i am sure tat i will not be who i am now....
OF COS, perhaps tat student who wasn't the type for JC.....

THEY brought me to who i am now.... even though my results may not be as good, i still think tat they have done their best........ N my class did ok in overall for O's.....

LAStly COngratz to those who gt fantastic results ya....

Went shoppin with my gals juz now....
it's been a long tym since i went shoppin....
n my dressing style can

2008-01-21T06:24:00.000-08:00

well, summarised wad i have done last week...

IN
Mon- POn SCH:)
slackin at home n doing fun videos to prepare elicia's b'dae...:)

TUE- dining with my pri sch frenz

wed
well, nothin much actually...... usual hmkin, n schh....
tats sian ok....

THURS
ate mac with sx, pris, n iris....... tokin abt sabo'ing elicia.....
n bought a cutie hairband tat made iris being so fascinated with.... lol....

FRI
eating beancurd near my sch n it's nice.... wanted to go NP.... but for elicia's sake, i didn't...
cos muz go home finish her video up:( hahas.... the video is nice, well at least to me.....
muz let all e gals watch tgr at a go:)........ thn was dining at NYNY....crazy camwhoring....
n all e funny moments..... SABOíng e b'dae gal....
but in e end, i got flour in My eyes...... tat is so omg....
still, tat night was totally cool ok:)

SAt
went jamming with e ppl.... really fun...... but with my retarded hands? omg.....
singing wasn't my thing tat day.... had a really bad cough.... owell..... tats fated....
i think":)

SUn....
PIaing all my hmk...... hmk undone can pile up lyk a mountain ok....
finished at 12.15..... sad case ar...:(

INfo tym....
Thurs gettin results le.... and i am sure everyone can make it ok... be optimistic..... still love my E1'07 ok... it rawks..... well, highly likely nort going back to SA.... still, i noe i will miss all e fun ppl there..... really friendly n funny..... S08 class outin will be sure fun... :)

YEAh..... will be seeing all my classmates again:).... but boo~ the anxiety temperature is rising.....

2008-01-18T07:12:00.000-08:00

my acc. was being hacked ok....
friendster n facebook....
so angry larh.... n was trying to encode e security system....
watever~

rumours of results releasing nxt wk....
i made mental preparations.... so small case now.... (even to ITE, i wunt cry)

thinkin of which JC or even poly VS JC?
nid to weigh out my pros n cons bah.....
SA may eventually be one of my choice as e sch is actually quite gd, only constraint: DISTance
dun think too much now bah....

i choose to walk out, knowin tat no footsteps will be left after mine....
tis is fate, accept tat.... u nid to, n I DID....

2008-01-12T09:19:00.000-08:00

its been a week since i blog...
owell, been busy n tired bah....

the 2nd wk in SAjc....
well, dun really noe wad to write abt it....
but still, it was really exhausting n weird....

wakin up at 5 plus n leavin home at 6 is no big joke ok....
my classmates r friendly n ok....
but yet, e sense of belonging wasn't developed yet,....
some ppl told me tat its still early....
really miss ADSS n my FRENZ so much when i am back in sajc lor....

muz go out more often ok?
hope tat we will remain as e past forever....
even if anyone change, perhaps it's juz fate....
i shld be aware of it at least.....

2008-01-05T08:19:00.000-08:00

haha... here to update le... so long haven start typin liao....

new year of 2008 n of cos new sch too..... SAJC.... lol

tot it will be weird n scary, but instead it turn out quite fine actually...

when me n pris reached SA on e first day of sch, i was feelin lyk OMG, when i saw all e better sch gather tgr....

furthermore, we r in different grp ok..... 2 and 31....

when i sat down alone with no frenz around me....

the next thing was hearin people introducin each other....

they were so friendly ok....

me is frm OG31, e smallest but yet the nosiest....

over these three day orientation of games, cheers , n havin fun....

still, hope tat my gals were beside me to haf these fun as well lor....

without them, it could be still nort used to it lor.... 4 yrs lehh....

neverthless, tienno , OG31 n my GALS rocks lor....

T,T, tienno...:)

as for today, the gals met up for lunch at lao di fang....

we were chattin abt the JC stuff....so high lor

[plus all e cheerin n games at e void deck]

its fun ok...hahas

picture tym:)

my gals:) we all rock.

tats all pepz...:)

2007-12-29T03:12:00.000-08:00

well, went to watch red line yesterdae.... its totally nicce....

i think it is more suitable for ppl who lyk cars bah....

i was so fascinated by the racing cars..... so cool de lor....

this show really depends on who r the grp of ppl watchin... thus there will be different ratings as well.....

somehow, going out is no longer tat kind of ýeah' thing anym0re....

it have been more of a task or perhaps, somethin more thn tat....
well, sometimes i really nid to think really hard of something which will suit everyone....
n of cos, usually it does not....

a lot of different characters n personality which makes it hard to find some activites which no body feels tat it will be sian soon.... or perhaps, everyone's going.....

shld be used to it huh....... tis phrase was repeated over n over again..... but yet, it shld be more of sick n tired of tis feeling le bah....
well, alot of the ppl is pessimistic abt a clique being as close even after we went for our tertiary education..... i tot it ain't going to be true....
perhaps i am wrg... since not alot of ppl r optimistic abt it.... of cos, wad the ppl says is going to happen....

juz some of my rants.....

( hope tat xiao zhu de throat will get better:)

merry christmas!!!

2007-12-25T06:12:00.000-08:00

today is e day of the christmas season~!!!

well, yesterdae was quite a busy day....
instead of the usual routine, i went to several places, CWP, bugis, orchard
N lastly Changi Airport..... to find my mum lor.... (she came back frm thailand)

tats how my x'mas eve is spent.....
anyways, this yr de 'christmasy' feelin wasn't excatly there..... but still, its ok ok de bahs.....

some thoughts tat i wna share abt after the dream i gt last nite....
wad is exactly trust??
perhaps, something that u haf towards a person whom u think they can rely on?
or maybe is juz something which could make ppl get closer tgr or a one-to-one relation tool...?

hmm, lyk for some ppl who u tot they haf faith and absolute trust in u....
but actually the phrase " the person i can trust is only u" is actually repeated to alot of frenz....
so u might nvr noe tat whether the person who u tot is the closest fren was ever or even true....

well, for ppl who always use the word 'trust' may even juz say the word for the sake of saying...
perhaps, they juz wna get close to tat particular person or makin tat person really trust u n tell u all the secrets they haf... which to this ppl, its juz another type of 'hot' gossip to tok abt....

or perhaps, have u ever betrayed anyone's trust?
for me, i was being betrayed once, well, tat one, longlong story.....
butbutbut, if u haf, did u ever think abt how tat person would actually feel? or even find their life a total failure to noe u becos of the wrg trust of fren they had? or maybe, they may nvr ever noe the true meanin of trust, or even being closed up by the world....

well, so, be4 u say the word 'trust', think first.... N make sure u meant it....:)

shld be it le bah....
bu kai xin can try the bai fen bai quan...
it makes u laugh:)

2007-12-18T07:16:00.000-08:00

hmm..... went to shoppiiinn today.....
somehow, i feel tat shopping nid not have a lort of ppl.....
yet, with any of my gals, the tym will still be well spent:)

after a lort of chats with some of the gals, i gt this thinkin which can make me feel weird....
issit true tat whenn a clique haf a lot of ppl, there are bound to have hidden tension or perhaps, the feelin of ''weirdness'....... ?

my defination of clique is a group of really close frenz.... but yet, i does nort entirely feel so for everyone..... perhaps, i think too much le bah...... still, i definately hate tat kind of feeling....

now showing: SG STAR AWARDs.... if u missed it(but its scenes with xiao zhu de..:) hahas...

part one.... his dance:)

part two, will be the top 10 awards..... its funny lor...

tis is the continued one

one more:)

this is his funny video...act cute bahh...

his song bi sha ji, u can try comparin with the eng version one:)...

well, tats all for xiao zhu... and and i finished watchin the x-family le..... so tis is one of their mv... hahas.... the song nort bad can go buy:)

one of my fav scene..... jiro singing zai shui yi fang

tats all folks:)

back!!!

2007-12-16T06:58:00.000-08:00

hahas..... finally, i started posting again.....:)
yea!!!

ok, these 6 days were really sorta funny de lorh....
well, let me recap first:)

hmm, went to bowl, pool, kbox(again), get money, n started bakin.......
lol, tats funny de bah....

well, quite lazy to blog too..... so did not blog for the past few days:)
just finish watchin the star awards (mediacorp de), and and i saw xiao zhu!!( luo zhi xiang)
he soo cute wor......anyways, this tym, the awards tat were given was quite suprising.....
lyk some ppl who i tot will win did not.. :/

show u some of the videos of xiao zhu bah....
which is y i lyk him soo much..... cute hor...:)

he is MR. PIG:)

one song which is also quite nice de worr...

2007-12-10T05:33:00.000-08:00

hmm.... let me acc. for my holidaes spent:)
well, as i haf said earlier without any jobs, i StILL LURVE the NOV. plus the rest of my DEC....
hahas....

things i haf done these days or perhaps weeks....
1. Shopping, well girls' nature ability though....
2. b'dae celebration with the sabos.... but still , thnks my gals:)
3. DVDin.... hahas.... lots of my fav movies tat i missed, my taiwan n HK serials...
4. movies.....
5. my finally persuaded K BOX:)..... n i lurff the atmosphere there... everyone was so highh...:)
6. swimmin, runnin, tennis......
7. playin WII at home.... hahas
8. readin books, lyk game plan , n my fav, true crimes stories, princess diaries....
9. bowling
10. my usual chattings with my frenz, bloggin, plus,
puzzles.!(i noe, it seems weird tat i love puzzles at tis age ryte? usual questionin frm my gals..)

well, tats all for now......this had already made my holidays a busy n fruitful one.... hahas....
BUT, i still wish to go out with the clique n other ppl in my class too!! :x

P.s: i changed my song to my fav. one le... it may sound emo.... but i still love it though:)

Zilian??

2007-12-05T07:07:00.001-08:00

todae is totally a zilian day..... hahas.....
the galfrenz went out tgr..... as usual, xue ping....
yet, the special thing is tat, we have a theme:)

everyone is supposed to wear somethin tat is toTALLY out of the norm n to make us look weird when we walk tgr..... wahahas....

here it goes....
SX: a punk rocker
WY: EMo
PriS: Hip-hop
BOON: NErd
ClA: princess (nth special actually:)
me: cow-boy style ?? (perhaps cow-gal, nt excatly lyk still.... i failed :(..lol)

thn wanyi tried to wear contact lens for e very 1st tym....... but after meddling for quite a long tym, thn it is finally done.....lol.....

well, my gals, as usual make use of all e tym they had for photo takin.... lol
did nt buy nethin but it was still fun after all...:)

picture tymm....

my cute punk rocker:)

rock on...!

princessy?

yea:)

wan n sx r fierce

it's e doin of my zombie doll...

btw, HAPpY BirTHdAy to you, love.....
well, i knew u wld nt nid my acc. cos u will be celebratin wif yr sec frenz:)

2007-12-04T06:06:00.000-08:00

hahas.... todae went to watch beowolf.....
seriously speakin, i cannt watch this kinda of shows with horrifying n digusting scenes....

its really scares me off... well, i wld rather watch horror shows.... there are at least much predictable.....

still, it is a nice show... except the part where i got scared off n start to cover my eyes... lol....
ok..... now thn i rmb to continue my ways to be happy..... wahaha.....

#3 of cos, it is the

the playground of cos.....! some ppl alwaes says that a place where u could really find the most innocent laughter which really come truely from the heart is at the playground frm e kids:) u could try..... playin the swing n swing as hard n high as possible may perhaps swing yr troubles away too!

#4 thn it will be....juz my name of my blog... SWEETS

As i would always say, when u are sad be assure tat me n my sweet(tangtang) will be there to cheer you up! To me sweets could be the best way..... cos the moment u eat a sweet, u will feel tat the sweet melts into your heart instantly!! try n feel it:)

#5 hmm..... to me it will be somethin(?) very practical n old fashioned... wahaha....

someone u r really comfortable with together with their listening ears:) Well, usually when u r really down, u would really wish tat yr loved ones r by yr side, perhaps juz sittin there silently.... u will still feel better cos u noe tat there r still ppl who loved n care for u..... emotions work in the MinD!

well, tats all folks!

2007-12-03T08:06:00.000-08:00

opps..... haven been postin.... hahas....
cos last thurs went to m'sia wif cla n her family.... lol...... weird rytes?

but iits is still ok in overall lorr......
firstly is go to cameron highland, quite ok bah....
n i seriously think tat going there suits the aim for a humanities trip... its so GEOG.....

thn is the KL de beach resort.....
went to mines wonderland..... it was ok..... even though at e beginnin cla told me its fun....(perhaps she was still young thn)

overall its fine.... even though i did nort be able to shop for e things i wanted....
plus, cla was really sleepin the way through.... be it in the hotel or the bus....
as long as there is a place for her to rest, she Slps....! lol....

as for e pics, nxt tym bah.... n we bought presents for the clique....:P

2007-11-28T06:08:00.000-08:00

hmm......... ppl can really change....
anyways currently watchin 终极一家........ really nicee.....
but haven finish..... so uncertain abt the ratin yet....
still, i think this show is worth it bah(up to now)

n i am clueless abt whether to change my blogskin.... lol.....

different ways

2007-11-27T05:23:00.000-08:00

hmm...... have not been blogging regularly these days.......

been busy bah......... my b'dae sabos, out with the kids..... being lyk a big sis for once....

wahahaa......
ok, back to my topic.....

wonder wads the best way to make yrself be happy again???

#1 : ICE-creammm

it really helps!! eatin a big tub of ice cream with a huge spoon..... n i wld guarantee tat u will be drunk by it...... perhaps, BEN N JERRY or SWENSEN.....

#2 CHOcolate

of cos.... tats wad most ppl do ryte? n some ppl even says that eatin can let u recover the FEEL of bein in love..... can try though..... ( works for certain ppl BAH)

the other 3 nxt tym thn sae bah....

if i can rmb.... lol:)

before, n after??

2007-11-23T05:37:00.000-08:00

hmm... sometyms i really wonder y....
when ppl wanna ask abt a certain thing....

they will ask what happen before..... n after thAt how the person will react.....
this would be something tat i may nvr understand....
is the past e most impt thing in life?
perhaps, to a lot of ppl it may.....
but still the future is the one that we can change or decide bah.....

well, juz sharin some of my opiniion..... gd luck to all peps who r havin hopes n dreams aabt yr future... dun hang onto the past for long:) Jiayou worx....

owell... haven blogg my pics for e past few days.... my com was down.... hahas...
now a few of e pictures bahh....

PLus....... xiao zhu (show) de new song 我不会唱歌 is totalli fabulous....

still, i dun wanna put it on my blog.... cos it's sad....

try it, on it while u r alone n FEEL the song....

u will surely COL de lor...... so my blog must not be emo.....

rmb??? H.APPY me de lor....:P

the two days in total

2007-11-21T06:57:00.000-08:00

hmm.... did nort blog yesterdae... hahas.... too tired bah..... let me conclude wad happen the two days:)

case no. 1:yesterday...... 1 pm((my wakin tym:)

yesterdae went to c the doc lor...... n no, no mushrooms r growin okayys...
aniways..... along the way we stopped by to buy the mask for the 24th birthday party...
it is nice ok.... n i wanna 'cop' one:)
n the funny thing is tat when we r abt to go home, we drove past a warehouse sale....
as girls..... the immediate thing is stop n SHOPP....hahas.....

hmm.... today was a sporty day bahh....
went out with two rises, wan to rent some DVD to sx hse:)
three shows at one go..... ok bah....
rate no.1: john tucker muz die
no. 2: STAY ALIVE
n thn is the messenger((nt nice though...))
everyone was lyk guessin who died 1st, but in the end..... none!!! lol....
thn went to wlds stadium, chiong to run....
aloort of pl though, but no cute guys:)

tats all folks...tired me:P

my "movie marathon"

2007-11-19T04:50:00.000-08:00

today went to cwp with three 'ris'es, boon n suxin for movie......
it was lyk so Totally weird.... cos the venue is CWP......

aniways, can still 回味 the past bahx.....
well, we watch two movie in a day... yeah.....:P
Bratz first, then stardust....

hmm.... tok abt bratz first at 1pm....,
this movie is average, but the best movie to watch with yr frenz, esp cliches......
it is abt friendship, showin how impt it could be, although there may be a lot of differences...
hopefully, my frenz n i can be lyk them.... BFF huh...=)

thn we went to Jack's place for lunch..... student meal huh......
perhaps one of the few times if any one of us going poly....
hmm..... not exp bah.... $6.50++ for a main course, a drink, 1 bread n double scoop of ice-cream..
too much for one serving bah..... which is y only boon n pris finish it.... lol

4.30pm: Stardust...:P
as a lot of ppl say, it is nice:)
muz really go n watch..... quite a romance story n more to it.....
shld watch de... hahas....

two more days to the end of registration of JC for 6 wks thingy....
thinkin really hard where to go...... decide le thn c bah....
lol

pictures?? lol
tmr thn add bah,... lol

yoyo...:P

2007-11-18T05:45:00.000-08:00

i am back.... frm chalet.....

now thn update.... cos had a fever yesterday..... lol

hmm,.... the chalet was quite fun bahx......

somehow, i changed my opinion abt my class for the 2 days......

perhaps, it is juz too late.... lol....

anyway, i miss my classmates n frenz.........

wateva it is, my holidays will be fun..... with or without a job.....
i will ensure tat......

i miss these guys n tat place lots.....

O levels have finished!!!

2007-11-13T06:22:00.000-08:00

yea..... finally O levels haf cum to the end.....

well.... even if its one day late.... lol

aniways, went to yesterday nite was the start of my celebrations...:P

went to 'k' wif my sisters at safra....... sure funn... as usual zilianing....
a bit crazy but was suree fun:)
hmm... let the pics do the job thn....

hahas.... the wind was really bigg!!!

look at the stitch.... so big worx.....

sis 4 ever...:P inside the car... lol:)

A staRt For My StOry

2007-11-08T06:47:00.000-08:00

this is the Starting of the Story..

this is my new blog....
again... lolz....

2 more papers to the end of O levels:)

longing to be the leading gal in tis story...
alwaes...